June 1, 2020
It's karaoke night at The Whittier Bar (Tulsa, OK) and I could not hold myself back from telling this man how beautiful he is. I am glad I couldn't though, cause this was the start to a connection that captured the true essence of a human being who actively possess the duality between feminine and masculine sides of themselves. The presence of harmony and stable calmness  flowed throughout his aura. And through intuition we scheduled to meet the following day. The natural beauty, fresh hair style and Zir's complete vibe essentially aligned for Feminine = Right portrait series. He was down and from there we made it happen.  Before every photoshoot, I get to know the subject by asking discovery questions that seem relevant to the experience we are about to have. Here Zir mentioned something interesting that made me ponder further.... " Why people like other people's energies so much?" or in other words "why are people so interested or care about what others think, say or do?"  Like just let people be.  What really impressed me with Zir was a quote he sited, " I smile on the inside because people like to ruin happy things". Over time you learn we are human and humans make mistakes. And sometimes it is hard for those mistakes to not hurt one another. It's not on purpose but eventually we will learn how to protect ourselves with the truth. And because of Zir Marzel I learned that smiling on the inside does not project a bitch resting face as some would call it, but a truth that you do not have to explain...just embrace it.